Grudges come from pain. I was asked when will I learn to forgive?
How can I forgive when there is a pattern here.
Do I forgive for me or them?
Them right okay; not today.
I need a whole bunch of apologies, but I have so many sorry excuses.
It’s been that way my whole life.
Why accept more when I can’t abandon the ones I have now?
I forgive myself for thinking anything less of who I am intended to be.
I forgive myself for giving others the power to control me.
I forgive myself for not feeling worthy of love;commitment.
I forgive myself for lashing out on others when I should’ve just walked away.
I forgive myself for being in disbelief that my life will change for the better after this.
I forgive no one other than me.