I wasn’t ready on a day you jumped in deep waters to save me.
I needed more time to come to terms with my emotions.
Like waves they flow, I’m floating with the motions of what should be feelings.
I can’t get caught in the tidal wave of lies.
You saw me sinking and you came to save me, and I didn’t want to be saved until I was no longer seen.
I caught a glimpse of the ocean floor, diversity, and no one to bother.
I imagine what it would be like under there with no you; would I really be blue?
I don’t want you to save me.
My heart is on that ocean floor and if drowning to get it is my answer; let me drown and know you were once loved.
I can’t let you save me when I know my heart is my life.-HonestlyFrank