Been taken advantage of on so many levels; I don’t know what right looks like anymore.
Left, left, left, and left I go.
Starting to get faint from all the circles I am twirling in.
I no longer have control over the sabotage or the abuse.
Joyous times are the saddest mentally.
I can’t keep up with everyone around me.
The way my world is set up I will forever be on delay.
I sit in hot showers contemplating dangerous thoughts, because just about everything seems unfair.
I am a mess that’s expecting to be blessed.
Anxiety is kicking in, and I feel it all in my chest.- HonestlyFrank